........STOP THE MERRY GO ROUND.............
Something happened on Wednesday this week, something that I never thought would happen to me.
My friend died - unexpectedly, suddenly, without an illness.
What does that do to you, when you are not prepared for such news. It does not make you evaluate life like it should, or make you change your ways immediately.....but slowly, little by little.
Two young boys will grow up now without a birth mother, the Husband a widower....a phrase I associate with the over 70's.
I've cried, cried and cried and sobbed, and cried some more.
I handle death well, it comes to all of us, it's a fact......but when its sudden, with out prior warning or to someone so young, Shock is the thing I cannot deal with.
That same day, a Baby was born to a friend of mine, A new life to replace one that had disappeared.
A Merry go round of Life.
RIP Lisa xx